The other morning, I was out for my walk when I noticed something strange on my neighbor’s chain-link fence.
I’m used to seeing various vines and flowers growing through
the fence, but on this particular morning, there was something new.
Dozens of molting cicadas.
The cicadas have been on the news lately because of a certain
brood that is hatching this year. I’m
actually used to cicadas, having lived 25 years in Florida. The hum of the cicada is Florida’s
soundtrack, always playing in the background.
Florida cicadas also seem a lot larger than these in Ohio,
but I have never seen so many cicadas appearing all at once, and I was
entranced by the molting cicadas perched on the fence.
The newly hatched winged cicada was pale, like a ghost,
clutching at its former shell. The
cicada was naked and vulnerable and all I could say as I leaned in closer—not too
close—was, “You are beautiful in a very gross way.”
When we talk about ourselves, about the various changes we
all undergo in our lives, we frequently use the metamorphosis of the butterfly
as a metaphor for transformation. And it’s
a very good metaphor, cute little caterpillar devolving into a little cocooned glop
of goo before finally emerging this glorious, winged creation.
I mean, who among us can’t identify with the glop of goo
stage.
But the cicada, especially these periodical cicadas, deserve
so much respect when it comes to transformation. Because we only see them as nymphs, emerging
from the ground and then molting. What
we don’t see is the 13-17 years they have spent underground in darkness before
emerging into the light of day.
You have to respect that level of commitment to change.
Change does not happen overnight.
Sometimes change, transformation, metamorphosis takes
decades.
When I take my walks each morning, these last few weeks of
spring, I am often left amazed at the beauty of emerging life.
A week and a half ago, I spread grass seed and straw, and the
grass is now starting to appear, as fine as baby’s hair, as fragile as a
whisper.
On my porch, the house finch has settled down for what I
presume is egg-sitting and not just her being lazy. Although, she worked hard to build that nest
and deserves a time to just chill.
Over the course of the spring this year, I have seen flowers
bloom and then fade. Blink and you miss
the crocus and will have to wait a whole year to see it again. The peonies, with blooms so robust, you feel
like you can dive into them—the peonies are already wilting. And the irises grow too heavy in the rain and
collapse to the ground.
In Florida, with no seasons but wet and dry, most everything
living, lasts forever.
But in more northern states, with seasons, you learn to
appreciate the fleeting nature of life.
You never mourn what is lost, because you acknowledge its presence and
its beauty at the time, and you know that it will return and, in the meantime,
something else fantastic and amazing is just around the corner.
This is how we must embrace all change in our lives.
With confidence and faith that while the old ways fade away,
God always replaces things with something new and dare I say even more amazing. We may not know what is coming. But with enough faith, we can become what
author, Leonard Sweet called, “pneumonauts”—otherwise known as sailors of the Spirit.
In today’s reading from Luke 8:16-25, we really get enough
material for three sermons. In the first
part, there’s the whole bit about not hiding a lit lamp under a jar—hint it’s a
metaphor. In the second part, we see
Jesus’s mother and brothers looking for Him, and He is somewhat dismissive of
them—that would be a whole other sermon and then you have the part I want to
focus on which is the account of Jesus sleeping on the boat during a storm
while the water is swamping the boat.
The disciples panic, because of course they do. They call out to Jesus. Jesus wakes up, rebukes the wind and waves
and there is calm. What I love about
this is that the wind and waves are raging in the storm. They are violent and deadly things, but when Jesus
speaks, they listen. Meanwhile, Jesus
asks the disciples where their faith is.
Have they been listening?
This life and all the changes it has brought us and is
bringing us and will continue to bring us is best survived by sailing with the
Holy Spirit, riding the Holy Winds and knowing—not believing, but knowing—that God
has us and the ride is going to be something amazing.
The world’s tiniest boxwood I planted a few weeks ago is
still living.
And last week, the grass seed and straw seemed to physically
repel the garbage truck as it made its way down the alley. It didn’t even come close. We’ll see what happens today, but I do
believe that love multiplies—that that straw and seed shows that someone cares
about that ground and maybe the garbagemen should too.
I believe that positive changes come when the seeds of love
are sown.
Just yesterday, I was grabbing a package off the front
porch, when the little girl who knocks always asking for books, started riding
a bike past my house, but stopped suddenly when she saw me. She dropped the bike—which was too big for
her, and as I would learn a few minutes later, not hers—but she dropped the
bike and said to me, “Oh hi. I have some
books for you at my house.”
“You have some books for me?” I said to her.
She nodded. “If you
want them.”
“Well, bring them over and let’s take a look at them.”
She ran off and returned a couple of minutes later with an
armful of books. She put them down on my
bistro table and the first thing I did was ask her which were her
favorites. She pointed out her favorites
and I said, “Are you sure you don’t want to hold onto those?”
She thought for a moment and then finally she managed to
split the pile into two, books that she would donate to the little free
library, which she did that very minute, carefully tucking them inside and the
rest of the books that she would take back home.
I cannot stress enough what a beautiful thing it was that
she did.
I have always made the books in my library completely free
with no expectations.
For her to decide on her own to contribute back to the
library—that my friends is the Holy Spirit at work.
And the Holy Spirit always brings with her new life.
Amen.
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